Monday, January 28, 2013

Honors Students and Their Grades

So one day in my geometry class, the teacher started passing back tests and asking us if we think any of the questions were confusing or should not count as wrong. And of course, Most of the students were saying that some questions were unfair, but really, they just didn't pay attention. Of course all the questions they were complaining about being "hard" or "unfair" are the ones I got right. This is odd because I got the easiest questions wrong... over thinking and second guessing... I'm bad at tests... ANYWAYS... These people were complaining over B's... I just don't get this! I would be happy with that grade... One girl once cried because she got a B on her report card. I know most of my friends would celebrate that. I just don't understand these honors kids...


So one warm summer night, I was at a carnivle with my family. Of course, at a carnivle, you need to get cottencandy. And as I was eaing it I started to over think, like always.... How can cottencandy be a flavor, when actually cottencandy is all different flavors? I had strawberry cottencandy, my cousin has grape and my brother had blueberry. Yet there are cottencandy flavor suckers, yogurt, etc... Why isn't cottencandy cottencandy flavored? I dunno! It will be forever a mistery...  ;)

Thursday, January 24, 2013


Ok, so I'm a bit of a nerd. I am the first to admit this. I am A student, B's just aren't good enough because I know I can do better, so why not? I am in honors geometry. I took algebra a year early, so now I'm a year ahead in math. I actually like math, and science, and history... *nerd* next year I'm taking all honors/ advanced placement classes as well. But that's where I learn better. I totally get it if your one of those people who are happy just to get by, I have some friends that are like that. They are also the people who are worried about getting money for college. Maybe if you got your grades up you wouldn't have to worry as much, your defiantly capable of better then what you are doing. ANYWAYS... Sidetracked... Yes I'm one of those nerds who cares about school. But that's not the only thing... I play the cello, yes, the cello. Not many people play the cello, because why play that when you can play the violin, or even the viola. And most girls don't play the cello for the most part... But what can I say, I'm just that cool. I'm also in my school marching band. But I am a twirler, not as bad as playing and interment I guess. We wear cuter costumes?... But ya... Basically I'm a nerd, a geek, whatever you want to call me. I'm me, and loving it! ^_^

My super Power

So I'm that kid that sits quietly in the back of the class hiding behind their curtain of hair, who only speaks when spoken to. Now around my frinds I'm nothing like this, but if I don't know you I won't talk to you. No offense, I'm just a shy person and if you started the conversation. Most of the time though, I just disappear. My teacher (who has had me for at leat four months now) who knows everyone but me... She always miss counts when she passes out papers, only for me. I can't blame her though, I'm a pretty forgettable person. But I want to work on this. Another thing is that no matter how empty a hallway is, people walk right into me. Like today, me and my friend were walking down the hallway and this dude walked into me. THERE WAS NOBODY ELSE IN THE HALLWAY! We were literally the only three there and there was PLEANTY of space to go around... Invisible people have feelings too.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

College... Career... IM ONLY 15!

So in my computers class we are doing this huge college and career project. I honestly don't know what I want to be when I grow up, and I will probably pick thousands of things before I actually get there. I also here all my other teachers talking about or future and everything. They say how important everything is and how we only have three more years until all this stuff. I hate hearing about all this, growing up, being responsible. It scares me, I'm just a kid.


So I had a ferbie when I was younger, not gonna lie. And I loved that little thing... For like a week. But eventually it started to freaking me out, I swear that thing was a demon! So the lodgical thing to do is give it to my little brother. But aren't all ferbies? I find them very creepy! I find the new ferbies even more creepy with their animated eyes... But I can't be the only who thinks this...


So this kind of goes with my last post about sleep. I loose a lot of sleep over my crazy dreams. Most of the time my dreams involve screaming, chaising, and death. Now I don't understand why. I don't live in a violent household, and I don't watch that many things like this. I somehow get these terrifing nightmares that star me, and most of the time, someone who is close to me. There is always a villon that is casing us, and a carzy butiful setting that it takes place in. These dreams always take a turn for the weird aswell. Maybe it my love of fiction, or my love of Disney, but things will come to life or there will be things from book/ movies that I haven't seen in years... I don't know where all these crazy demented dreams come from, but i know they don't make sleeping any easier.

Night Owl!

So I find when it's time to go to bed, it's not. I don't know what it is, but when I look at the clock and it says 11:30 I think it's a good time to go to bed, my mind says "Nope! I wonder what you're going to eat for breakfast, or what you are going to do at school. Remember that test you took, I bet you failed it. That teacher is really confusing..." Nooo I need to go to bed, like NOW! I am not a morning person, I blearily function will a good night sleep. I need to go to bed, but it never seems to happen! I end up laying there, tossing and turning, thinking about the meaning of life and where, if, I will fit in. I need help! ^_^
(if this seems a bit all over the place, it's like six in the morning, I just wanted to post because I was thinking about it. And... I'm a bit of a procrastinator, so I need to do things right away or it doesn't happen at all. )

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Siblings, gotta love them

So I have some siblings... And like most people, we have our ups and downs. Now two of them are younger, and we mostly have our downs. Don't get me wrong, love them to death, but we know how to push each others buttons and we are good at it. Now my brother is is two years younger then me, and he can get on my nerves very quickly. I also have a sister who is a little more then ten years younger then me... And no, she wasn't a slip up, my mom really wanted another kid... God knows why.... But this is very difficult for me. Like most teenage girls, I like my privacy. And she doesn't understand boundaries. It's not her fault, she's four, but it would be nice if I had my own space. As for the oldest, my favorite brother, he's awesome. I have nothing really negative to say... He doesn't bother me, he doesn't feel then need to argue or correct. He's just cool. ^_^ How are you and your siblings? I can't be the only one who feels this way...

Hi ^_^

Well, hi I guess... I'm EJ. You could say I live a pretty average life... But I don't have average thoughts... People say I'm randome, but they just don't understand. I don't talk to people much (little Miss. Antisocial over here) and I need some way to keep my self entertained. Besides, my thoughts can be interesting and perductive... sometimes... Hehe. Anyways, I made this blog so I can share my thoughts and opinions (with a few rants cuz, come on, who doesn't) and hopefully find people to relate. ^_^